Shrijit Patel
Professor Marlen Harrison
English 101
01/25/09
To Pursue My Goals
Have you ever wondered what is going to happen in your life as a student? If you did, what is it? I wondered what would happen to my life as a student if I didn’t make it through college, especially being from a different country speaking and writing English as my second language. Every year thousands of students graduate with degrees and diplomas. During my academic years I am going through a number of hardships. I face challenges to perform academically better than my peers, financial problems and balancing studies with social lives. All these challenges to perform better in today’s world add tremendous stress to my life as a student. However, I am working hard towards my goal trying to get a degree in pharmacy, so I can have a meaningful and significant future. Yes, my goal is to be a successful pharmacist.
I moved to the U.S.A in 2001 from India. When I got here, I didn’t know what to do. Anywhere I went people were talking in different languages. I remember the first day of high school, I had no friends, no one to talk to, and didn’t know where to go. I also didn’t know how to communicate with other people so that I could make friends. However, it was an effort to make some friends and learn English at the same time. I am thankful for my friends because they used to correct me when I mispronounced some words. Now, as a college student, I am living “two” normal lives in this country to further my goals by both working 50-60 hours a week and attending college full time. I came to college to improve my English so that I can communicate effectively and to pursue my major in pharmacy.
I chose this major because of my uncle, who is a pharmacist and a successful business man in that career. He even has seven pharmacies of his own. Because of his knowledge, he has a license to open a pharmacy anywhere in the U.S.A. I have seen him take vacations two to three times a year—that’s because he is rich. One day I won’t have to worry about money and be able to visit my friends and relatives back home. Being from a middle-class family, my goals at college are to become a pharmacist and to become a wealthy man one day. The world runs on money doesn’t it? Well, that’s what I think.
To become a pharmacist I have to attend college for about five years, maybe more. Also, it depends on my ability to complete the courses and credits. The key subjects in a pharmacy major are math, chemistry, biology, and physics. To pursue my major I also need to know that I need money to attend college. Of course there is financial aid, but it can only give me so much. After all, no amount of money is enough, right? Don’t you wish you had more money to spend? Especially being an Indian, I have some responsibilities such as I am supposed to have a steady income by the age of 21 because of being from a middle-class family. I am here living a life that I dreamed of because of my parents. I know that if I were in India right now, I wouldn’t be able to support my family and go to college at the same time. First of all, my parents would have to pay a donation just to get me in a pharmacy college or university. A donation is given to the university in a form of a bribe. It’s not the tuition that you pay to attend that university. Second of all, I wouldn’t be driving a car at the age of 18 in India because being from a middle-class family. We couldn’t afford a car just for the false front of reputation for my family in the university. It’s not only about the money that I want to become a pharmacist, but also for my parents’ reputation in society. Do you think that you are at this very point in your life because of your parents? Well, I do.
This choice will help me to meet my goals in life by giving me job security, peace of mind, and income. It will also give me a chance to learn about other cultures: people, traditions, values, and their perspective on life. Following my goal, I will have some self respect that I am an educated man. I not only want to fulfill my goals, but also the goals of my parents, too, by making them proud in society by reputation and that I didn’t waste my life by not getting an education while I could. So to fulfill that goal, I have to follow the phrase that motivates me all the time, “To gain something in life, you always have to sacrifice something in life”
After writing this essay I feel that I am on a right path in succeeding my goals in life. Also, I had a hard time to put things in order because of my experiences at different stages of my life and with different people in my life. I think it was a extravagant experience to know who rally I am by writing this essay. There is more to explore to my life and lots of experience to come, nut for now I am happy that I know myself a little better and I am working towards my goals in life. This essay reminded me of my goals and what I want to be in future. Overall, a good experience and a inspiration to better my future.
My writing goals for this essay are to bring out my personality and know myself a little better as to who really am I, hopefully I will not disappoint myself and the readers. When I first sat down to write this essay I had a different idea in my mind, but as I went to type it my mind went in a different world of imagination and helped me to remember some instincts of my life and prepare me to write about them.